Training Week 1 & Deal Breakers

Updated on July 25, 2019
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Nikki is a mother by biology, marriage, and hopefully soon, by adoption. She is passionate about raising awareness for domestic adoption.

I got to tell you, I was so excited to start our Professional Parenting class and certification this week. I was also terrified that it may, in some way, scare my husband or way from our adoption journey. I wasn't sure what to expect going into it and thankfully, it is turning out better than I had imagined. Not only is this a course with standard course materials, but it's also a support network. We are meeting other families that are beginning their adoption journey as well. We all have different backgrounds and perspectives, so the discussions are enlightening. I wasn't expecting to be "observed" by the caseworkers leading the course, but it makes sense because these ladies are the ones that will be working with us to complete our homestudy. This provides them an opportunity to get to know us, and us them, before diving into the nitty-gritty of our lives.

The majority of our first-class covered the basics and terminology associated with the foster care system and the different phases our children move through before they become free and clear for adoption. Honestly, it was pretty dry. The yawns across the room were contagious. We all managed to suffer through it and I do think it was important to understand just how much and how many people are involved in this process. However many people you think are working are your child's case, multiply it by double. Once that was explained, we were all handed bright green index cards. We were told not to peak at the other side, and that we were going to begin a discussion about "deal breakers".

In this context, deal breakers are behaviors, backgrounds, or characteristics that are seen in many of these children. As part of the matching process, families are supposed to come up with a list of deal breakers - things they are either unwilling or incapable of dealing with. We went around the room reading strange, shocking, and often times, heartbreaking characteristics of some of the future children we would be bringing into our families. The varied from being a different race, LGBTQ, drugs, and even hoarding urine/feces. Once a card was read, we were encouraged to discuss and determine whether or not that was something we were prepared to face. There is no wrong answer and this was meant as a way of looking at something from a different perspective and really becoming more introspective. Is this something that my family and I can handle?

For my husband and I, we knew from the beginning, any signs of violence or destruction of property is an automatic deal-breaker because it poses a safety risk to the other children in our home. But what about the dozens of others on the list? Are we willing to accept a child that has a learning delay? A child that is LGBTQ? Or maybe a child that has experimented with drugs? While I think it is important for us to recognize where our strengths are, the picking-and-choosing of preferred and unpreferred attributes really started weighing on me.

We were all there, in this room, for one thing - to become parents. You can become a parent by biology, marriage, or by adoption (I'm sure there is additional ways as well). Specifically, when you decide to become a parent by biology, you have no say. You aren't allowed "deal breakers". When you decide to become a parent you are in it for the long haul. And guess what? Your child may end up developing a learning delay, become sick or disabled, or display less than ideal behaviors. Do we want that for our children? No, of course not. But no one care. You better buck up and figure out how to accept your child and help them to the best of your ability.

I think as we continue our adoption journey, and for others thinking about it, we need to keep an open mind and an open heart. By going down this deal breaker checklist, and building your idea of a perfect child, you may be missing out on the child that you need most.

© 2019 Nikki Kinard


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      Doniell Cushman 

      11 months ago from Spokane

      Having been fostering for close to three years now, I would have to politely disagree. We do have a say in what behaviors are welcome in our home. I would request a child with severe aggression or sexual behaviors removed. For their safety, for mine, and for my family's (for several reasons I won't mention here). You don't always see everything in the first few months, or even year a child is in your home. There are in fact, deal breakers. You just might have to have an experience that defines it - which we have had in our home before.

      I do see your point on missing out on an opportunity with a child that can change your world, and possibly theirs too. We don't foster lightly, but there are times that you get to say no. Don't be afraid to use your voice should this ever occur pre-adoption. Don't jump into a murky pool head first. We can't know everything, but we don't want to fail the child by accepting the unacceptable in our lives.

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      Nikki Kinard 

      11 months ago from Florida

      Hi Doniell : ) Thanks so much for reaching out! I totally get it and understand the principle around it - especially when it comes to strictly fostering.

      My point though, is we are all deciding to become parents. We are all achieving that through different means - biologically or through adoption. Biologically, we have no say on what behaviors or attributes our children may show and develop. Observationally, it seems strange that I am yet again, choosing to be a parent and am met with all of those choices.

      Example: my biological daughter faced some sort of trauma that required her to go to frequent therapy appointments. You don't get to quit being a parent because suddenly you are acquired to adjust your needs and expectations. So, could I say no to that when I am making the decision to adopt?

      It's just a strange process is all : ) And I don't want people to miss out on the "right" child just because they don't check all of the preferred boxes.

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      Doniell Cushman 

      11 months ago from Spokane

      Hi Nikki, I too foster to adopt and I'm not sure what state you're in. I'm in Washington, and we are allowed to say no at any time to any child who is a foster, and the department cannot question us. The only thing social workers can do is beg us to reconsider, provide counseling and more services, etc. The way the state put it to us during training is that we control our home, and who is in it, and how a child affects it with their behaviors and whatnot. What are your thoughts on that?


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