She Lost Her Satistaction

Updated on January 15, 2019
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The strength of women and how it gets sacrificed when you grow up.

Part-I

“There you go!!” she said always when she watched her plans getting ruined over certain things that were out of her control. Things that bother her but she could not help it & it was not only her who was bearing with such situations .. was her ? Everybody has to forego so many things each day and each one of us is fighting different battles. She sometimes thinks about such things to calm herself down; most of the times actually.


There were golden days and so were there the dark ones but she beard with almost all of them with patience & never complained over things the way they were for her. Saw her parents deeply in love with each others soul & even saw them tearing it apart but she never judged who was right or wrong. Some days they'll be like soul mates forever & other days they would fight over so damn small things; literally too small to fight. She was brought up under comfort for life and did not know that life was too harsh on many people at the same time. Neither was she filthy rich nor was she poor but she got what she wanted because she never desired for things that were too giant to deliver you happiness. She found happiness in what she had and was aware of realities as soon as she started learning from her surroundings. As she grew she knew that the best of what she could have from this life is what she already has; a loving mother who lived for her happiness , a proud father who was the guardian of her freedom and innocence and last but not the least she might have her brother or sister or sincere friends who loved her insanity and could do anything to keep her happy and safe. She knew that this is what makes a human being complete, she knew it makes her complete and not everyone is lucky to have it. She was educated and going towards her dreams following the path she chose for herself and it was all so peaceful and perfect. Not everyone gets such a satisfied teenage as she had.


As she was always sensitive and mature since forever, she always acted controlled among everything and everyone that she wanted to be close to. She was calm and consistent in her actions and she was happy with her habit of being satisfied with what God blessed her with and thanked HIM for all she had. She did never imagine she could lose it in a blink of her eyes. She did not see it coming .. and she lost her SATISFACTION !! People lose things and people lose people but when you lose yourself, its the worst that could ever happen.

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        Wahoosworld 

        5 weeks ago

        Indeed - Spoken like one who has loved and lost. Been built up, only to be broken. Life is hard as hell and, love just doesn't seem to last.

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