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Jesus' Agony in the Garden of Gethsemane


Lori Colbo loves to write about her Christian faith and the Bible to encourage and inspire others.


Christ's Humanity in Gethsemane

I find the account of Christ in the garden quite telling of His humanity. Luke 22:43 tells us that while praying in the garden, Christ was in agony. Agony is something we have all experienced at least once in our lives, but certainly, nowhere near to the degree He felt it. We see the severity of his agony in the third part of this verse, "...and His sweat was like drops of blood falling to the ground." Sweating blood is a very rare medical phenomenon called Hemotohidrosis. It is said to be caused by very severe mental stress. It's notable that the writer of this gospel account, Luke, was a physician. It was not mentioned in the other gospel accounts.

I have done my share of suffering in life, times when I didn't think anything could be so agonizing as what I was feeling and experiencing at that moment, but I have to say, I have never agonized to the point that I sweat blood. I think it not unfathomable that taking on the sin for all mankind and suffering such great shame and the punishment for it, He sweat blood and shed tears. Isaiah 53:6b says, "And the Lord laid on Him the iniquity of us all." And Paul stated, "God made Him who knew no sin to be sin for us (2 Corinthians 5:21). What a gift that is for us, but what a horror it was for Him as He anticipated it in the garden.

No one but no one except God the Father knew how alone and how in agony Christ felt at that dark hour. Jesus knew He had to go to the cross and He had to do it alone. We often say "Oh Joe has the weight of the world on his shoulders." No, only Jesus Christ had the weight of the world, or their sins, on His shoulders. What's more, He would be separated from the Father for six hours. From eternity past Christ has been in complete communion with the Father at all times, and to know He would soon be apart from Him because of the shame of our sin, He was overwhelmed. Yes, Jesus was overwhelmed. In the garden, we truly see Jesus' humanity. Although He knew, in the end, he would be resurrected and ascend to the Father's right hand, the thought of going to the cross and being separated from God caused unimaginable anxiety.

Jesus was in the garden of Gethsemane, a place he was accustomed to going for private prayer with His Father, and where he often taught his disciples. Interestingly, the word Gethsemane means olive press. And Jesus was being pressed, crushed. Isaiah 53:10 says "And it pleased the Lord to crush Him..." No one has ever been crushed in the same way, and with the same intensity as Jesus on that lonely, agonizing night in the garden.

The Matthew 26 and Mark 14 accounts do not use the word agony, but sorrow, "Then He said to them, My soul is exceedingly sorrowful, even to death, stay here and watch." His sorrow was exceedingly great, to the point of death. Isaiah prophesied about this sorrow in Isaiah 53: 3 saying, "He is...A Man of sorrows, acquainted with grief..." The next verse goes on to say, "He has borne our griefs and carried our sorrows." In other words, He was a man of sorrows because He bore ours in the garden and on the cross.


The Garden of Gethsemane narrative gives us a vivid view of Jesus' humanity".

— R. Alan Woods

Going back to Luke 22 we read how Christ handled the deep distress and fear he was under, He fell on His face and prayed. What did he pray? "Father, if it is Your will, take this cup away from Me, nevertheless, not My will but Yours be done."

Knowing He was about to take on the sins of the whole world He was willing to say, after pleading that God would take this cup away, that the Father do His own will. This was humility, faith, and love. Jesus' anxiety was not lifted completely after this prayer. In verse 43, we read that an angel appeared to Him and strengthened Him. The other gospels do not mention this. If you remember, when the Lord was being tempted by Satan in the wilderness, after Satan retreated, the angels came and ministered to Him (Matt.4:11, Mark 1:13). The angels rushed to His side to minister to Him in His times of human weakness.

The angel provided just enough strength to redouble His prayers. "And being in agony, he prayed more earnestly..." And yet still, he sweat great drops of blood.

As Jesus agonized in suffering, He also agonized in prayer. He wrestled, He grappled, He battled in prayer. I love Charles Spurgeon's announcement about this battle in prayer that Christ had: "It was a terrible battle that was waged in Gethsemane—we shall never be able to pronounce that word without thinking of our Lord’s grief and agony—but it was a battle that He won, a conflict that ended in complete victory for Him!" What was the victory? His surrender, His resignation, His resolve to do God's will by going to Calvary.

It was a terrible battle that was waged in Gethsemane—we shall never be able to pronounce that word without thinking of our Lord’s grief and agony—but it was a battle that He won, a conflict that ended in complete victory for Him!"

— Charles Spurgeon

Sleeping From Sorrow

In all His anguish and striving in prayer, Christ interrupted His own prayers twice to check on the beloved inner three - Peter, James, and John. He asked Simon Peter, who had just boasted with great bravado in the upper room that He would always be there for Christ, "Simon, do you sleep? Could you not watch one hour?" Christ was looking for His dearest friends in all the world to pray and watch for Him as well as for themselves. He needed their support, their prayers, and He cared that they would find strength in their hour of need as well. But they dealt with sorrow their own way. While their Master was agonizing in the garden, Peter, James, and John were "sleeping from sorrow" (Luke 22:45). Notice it doesn't say sleeping from indifference, or sleeping because they were tired as one normally gets tired at that hour. No, it was emotional exhaustion and sorrow. Sometimes when our pain and fears overwhelm us we shut down.

Jesus and the disciples had just spent an intense few hours together at the last supper. So much had happened in those few short hours. They came away bewildered and apprehensive, and full of sorrow. Their Master had told them He must suffer and be killed, that Satan desired to sift Peter like wheat (how scary is that, but Jesus did pray for Peter) and that he would deny Jesus in his most difficult hour. He told them there was a betrayer in the group. Then Judas ran off to do just that. And then as we just read, they saw the exceeding sorrow and acute distress Jesus was in as they came to the garden. Jesus had always been the one in control. He was humble and meek, yes, but always had authority, had all the answers, had all the power, made most of the decisions, stood up to the Pharisees and other religious leaders, was transfigured on the mountain, went ballistic in the temple. And now they saw his weakness and distress. We can only imagine how disconcerting that must have been to the disciples. It was now becoming easier to see that their Master was vulnerable indeed to being killed by His haters. They were now seeing Jesus as the Son of man, not the Son of God.

As they arrived in the garden, Jesus had instructed the three to stay put and watch and pray that they may not enter into temptation. Christ knew how severe their testing would be. But rather than storm heaven on their knees, they slept, totally overwhelmed. The result was that at Jesus' darkest hour, they went to sleep, in effect, abandoning Him. And when he was arrested and tried, every one of the twelve disciples scattered, although Peter followed at a distance. Peter did indeed deny the Lord three times, just as Jesus said he would. Judas did show up and give Jesus the kiss of death. The mob came and they took him away. But the disciples hadn't prayed, and they scattered in fear.

How Their Sorrow Differed

Jesus and the inner three handled sorrow and stress differently. Christ found victory, and the disciples found defeat. What could the disciples have done differently? And if they did a different thing, how would it have affected the course of events?

Jesus had told them to watch and pray. To watch means like a sentry who stays awake and alert to the danger and intruder's who could harm the people, city, or troops they were guarding. Jesus was asking them to be awake physically, emotionally, and spiritually and alert to the temptation to flee, deny, and be paralyzed by fear. And they were to do that through prayer. The enemy, or intruder, was Satan. It was at the Passover supper that Jesus warned Peter that Satan desired to sift him like wheat, but not to worry, he would pray for him. But Peter and the rest had a responsibility to be watchful in prayer.

Had they been watchful and prayerful in the garden, they might have been more alert to temptation and had more courage to face what was ahead. And their prayers for their Master would have strengthened Him and offered Him comfort. But we know that it was God's will that Christ go through what he did alone, that Christ should suffer for us all - Yet it was the Lord’s will to crush him and cause him to suffer (Is.53:10). It happened as God willed it too, and how thankful we are that Christ went to the cross. The disciples learned some lessons from that night, but not fully until they saw Christ again after His resurrection, and then onto receiving the promise of the Father at Pentecost.

Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God (Hebrews 12:2).

He Went Willingly

Through prayer, Christ was strengthened to surrender His will to the Father, and He gave His life (it was not taken) for us (1 Tim. 2:6, Matt. 20:28, Gal. 1:4). Why did Christ pray that in spite of his desire to be spared, God's will be done? Why did Jesus willing go to the cross, knowing He was taking on the sins of the whole world?

"...who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame and has sat down at the right hand of the Father," (Heb. 12:2b). What was the joy that was set before Him? It wasn't the joy of finally being out of physical pain and suffering. It was the joy of knowing that the redemption of mankind had finally been accomplished - debt paid, case closed, Amen!

Obedience makes us progressively stronger, capable of faithfully enduring tests and trials in the future. Obedience in Gethsemane prepared the Savior to obey and endure to the end on Golgotha.

— Robert D. Hales, If Ye Love Me, Keep My Commandments

Pray Without Ceasing

God wants us to watch and pray, to pray without ceasing. Trials will come. And then they will come again. We can run to others, we can run to our beds and pull the covers over our heads and sleep it away, or we can run to the Lord and find strength, hope, and victory. It's really a simple message. Joseph Scriven (1820-1886) got it right when he wrote the simple, beloved hymn, What a Friend We Have in Jesus. I pray we would all take heed.

Love meant going to the cross through the garden of Gethsemane. Christ did not feel like dying for your sins, Christian, but He did so nonetheless. The Scriptures teach that he endured the cross while focusing on the subsequent joy that it would bring."

— Jay E. Adams, How to Overcome Evil

© 2019 Lori Colbo


Eric Dierker from Spring Valley, CA. U.S.A. on September 06, 2019:

Keeping following and feeling about it.

Tim Truzy from U.S.A. on September 06, 2019:

Beautiful message and article, Lori. Jesus stood fast, even in His darkest hour, when even His trusted inner three were not there emotionally. I enjoyed your work. Blessings.

Lawrence Hebb from Hamilton, New Zealand on May 20, 2019:


I find it fascinating to read these accounts together, especially when John's account has Jesus so very nuch in control and concerned for his disciples.

It is comforting to read that Jesus went through all those things, yet he stayed in control and never flinched from that which he came to do.

Great reminder here of just what he did.

Lori Colbo (author) from United States on May 05, 2019:

Hi again, Eric. I think whatever happens He will give us what we need bear and understand it as long as we remain faithful to Him.

Lori Colbo (author) from United States on May 05, 2019:

Good question, John. I'm thinking that perhaps those couple of times Jesus woke them up to pray, they saw his distress. It is very likely they heard his cries of sorrow and went to sleep to shut it out. The had to have seen this immense stress when he woke them up. Thanks for posing an important question.

Eric Dierker from Spring Valley, CA. U.S.A. on May 05, 2019:

Worthy of a second read. What would it be like to see exactly and horribly what will come. He sees all and knows all even all the hairs on my body. We take it lightly which deflects our horror. Thanks for this.

John Welford from Barlestone, Leicestershire on May 05, 2019:

The difficulty I have always had with this story is - who told it? If all the disciples were asleep at the critical moments, the only person aware of the details would have been Jesus himself. Do we therefore have to assume that he told the disciples about it after the Resurrection? If, so, what would his motive have been in so doing?

Lori Colbo (author) from United States on April 30, 2019:

That's awesome James.

James A Watkins from Chicago on April 30, 2019:

By the way, I have been to Gethsemane and ate lunch under a 2,000 year old olive tree.

Lori Colbo (author) from United States on April 28, 2019:

Blessings James.

James A Watkins from Chicago on April 28, 2019:

Thank you for this prophetic word. Well done.

Lori Colbo (author) from United States on April 25, 2019:

Aw Ruby, so good to hear from you. I'm glad you received a blessing. Don't be a stranger.

Ruby Jean Richert from Southern Illinois on April 25, 2019:

This was a compelling read that brought Jesus' human side into focus. When I read about his agony on the cross it always brings tears. Thank you for writing a wonderful account of that day.

Lori Colbo (author) from United States on April 24, 2019:

Blessings to you, Dianna.

Dianna Mendez on April 24, 2019:

I don't believe we could ever come close to the agony Christ suffered before and on the cross. You have brought this reality to heart and made us think about the cost to Him. Hope your Easter was wonderful.

Lori Colbo (author) from United States on April 22, 2019:

Eric, you crack me up. How did our conversation go so off topic. Gethsemane is such a serious matter and we're cracking jokes. We mean no offense, Lord.

Lori Colbo (author) from United States on April 22, 2019:

Linda, I'm rolling on the floor. I want to keep it up for my own amusement but I will grant your request. Hilarious.

Linda Lum from Washington State, USA on April 22, 2019:

Lori, my comment to Eric ended up on the wrong page (obviously). I'm sorry. Can you delete it?

Eric Dierker from Spring Valley, CA. U.S.A. on April 22, 2019:

Lori you made laugh. My son and I have a deal with when we do something inappropriate;. "Just pretend you did not see or smell that!" and we were laughing about if Jesus sees it.

Lori Colbo (author) from United States on April 22, 2019:

Hi Eric, I have never talked to my hand but it makes me think of that verse where it says don't let your right hand see what you're doing with your left, something close. I can just see the right hand doing something and left hand saying "I saw that."

Eric Dierker from Spring Valley, CA. U.S.A. on April 22, 2019:

I often wonder how happy I would be if I could suffer horrible agony to just save all I know. And wow! what if you could do it for all peoples.

Now of course I would ask my Lord if there was another way I could do it.

I do this strange thing that people think entirely out of ordinary. "Talk to the hand, I am praying".

I would reckon that "Thank you Lord Jesus". 100 times a day is too little.

Thank you Lori for this peace. And let us thank God for Luke.I thank Judas and Peter for their part however strange. All things have to come to pass.

Lori Colbo (author) from United States on April 21, 2019:

Dora, thank you so much for the correction. I don't hear much ever about the sleeping from sorrow in sermons on this. I stumbled across it years ago. In fact, this article came from a small devotional I wrote for our church over twenty years ago. I hope your Easter was most blessed.

Lori Colbo (author) from United States on April 21, 2019:

Bill, and you as well.

Lori Colbo (author) from United States on April 21, 2019:

Dear Pamela, He is risen indeed. We can only imagine. We will never truly fathom that kind of pain, but we can be grateful Jesus went through with God's plan. Hallelujah.

Lori Colbo (author) from United States on April 21, 2019:

Bill, I rejoice also that he died for my sins. I hope your Easter was joyous.

Lori Colbo (author) from United States on April 21, 2019:

Jackie, you are so right that words cannot adequately describe it. I am so grateful that Christ rose from the grave. I watched a movie on Netflix last night about the resurrection and it so quickened my heart into rejoicing when he appeared to Mary Magdalene than the disciples, scarred, but whole. He smiled because the joy that was set before Him was now a reality. Thanks for stopping by. He is risen!

Lori Colbo (author) from United States on April 21, 2019:

Linda Lum, thanks for sharing. I am very familiar with psalm 88 as it is the most heart wrenching of all the psalms. Those words have been mine as I've battled depression. But I have never heard a song and never connected it to Jesus. I will have to look up the song. I pray your Easter was blessed.

Dora Weithers from The Caribbean on April 21, 2019:

Lori, your article did a great job of making me think about the agony of Christ. I also learnt something new. The phrase "sleeping from sorrow" was unfamiliar to me, so I went searching for it in different versions. The New Living Translation says "exhausted from grief." You're so right in your observation that we grieve differently and now I understand why the disciples could not stay awake. By the way, the location is Luke 22:45. Thanks for this touching Easter insight.

Bill Holland from Olympia, WA on April 21, 2019:

Just stopping by to wish you a very Happy and Blessed Easter!

Pamela Oglesby from Sunny Florida on April 21, 2019:

Happy Easter Lori. He has Risen!

I really like the way you carefully explained how Jesus and the desciples spent those horrid hours before they took Jesus away. I can't imagine knowing what horrible abuse and death was to come, and ultimately being willing to take the world's sins on his shoulders. Plus, the desciples knew te end was near for Jesus, but fear ruled their prayers I think. What a burden! We are so blessed as Christians.

William Kovacic from Pleasant Gap, PA on April 21, 2019:

It was the shedding of Jesus' blood that washed my sin away. Those first drops were spent in the garden and continued on through the cross. Humanity and deity together as one. May you have a blessed Resurrection Sunday as we remember Gethsemane and more.

Jackie Lynnley from the beautiful south on April 20, 2019:

My favorite story, Lori. We get to see Jesus was flesh like us and because he was the Son of God did not make it any easier on Him. We also get a peak into the fact God the Father did not come right down and comfort His son. Jesus had to use His faith as we must.

Another thing I get from this is the separation of the Father and the Son. We know the Trinity but here we see our dear Jesus was alone with just his faith and trust in His Father. All as individual as they are One. Words really can't describe it, can they?

A perfect read for this Easter Eve, thank you sweet Christian friend. I wish all who call themselves Christian could open their eyes that Christ is what Christian is all about. We have to grab that and not tiptoe around it for anyone's sake. I know you do not is why I try not miss anything you write.

Again, great writing and thank you.

Linda Lum from Washington State, USA on April 20, 2019:

Lori, what a beautiful explanation of the events of that evening. Last evening in church we sang Psalm 88. If you are not familiar with it, I hope that you will take the time to look it up. It is an amazing foretelling of what Jesus would endure for us.

Blessings to you this Easter.

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