Spilled emotions

Flawed

Drowned in tears

In a bleak dark night,

I lay awake

My heart mourning with pain,

And futile thoughts

Hastening through my mind.

As I perpetuate to think

I ask myself,

Why me?

Why do I loose people

And end up getting hurt?

I can't reciprocate

But what I can is,

Once again interrogate,

Is it because

Of the flaws in myself?

–Urusha