You Were Right

Updated on February 15, 2019

You Were Right

You told me no one else would want me.

I know now how much this to be true.

It's not that no one would want to be

it's that none of them would want me too

It's the ones that I fall for that don't stay

Either I'm not pretty enough and stray

Or be alone cause I'm really just crazy.

I can't hear anyone's voice but my own

Since it's so loud at hurting me I'm a black hole

Seems the quest to slowly kill me is working

Cause you cursed me by always staying

Now I'm alone even tho that I'm not

My heart is dying to be snuffed out

I don't have enough potI'd love to smoke my life away

But there's no such thing as cannabis ODing

So I suck on my past like a lollipop

Maybe if I cry enough I'll die from drought

I wish that there was someone who sees

I might be damaged but I didn't want to be me

I used to wake up every day and cry to my mirror

Why am I so unattractive why can't I be prettier

I wanted to be the girl with some virtue

But boys they lie they just want to hurt you

I tried not to give my body away

But if someone took it

it's not my fault ok?

I've been blaming myself for an eternity

I should have been a better girl

Maybe then I'd have been born pretty

It's such a waste to think about these things

I can't fucking help it tho they're consuming me

I've been begging even trying to pray

To get me out of this head space

But every time I deny what I know I get hazy

Wanting to die is so strong in my Soul

I have two kids that I do love

I wish that they made me feel whole

I started to Love myself again over time

Now it feels like it's slipping away.

I don't believe confidence should be mine.

It keeps waking me up telling me I'm not fine.

LRN 12.6.2018

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