You Know How Much This Means To Me
I Can't And Won't Do This Again
I caught up in a fantasy
Not living in today's world
Too much in the past
What could of been
Too much in the future
What might become
It is impossible to enjoy the now
When you are always trading places
Like changing pieces on a monopoly board
You forget who you are
You also forget where you are going
I am searching for that unique balance
Where you live today
Enjoy all the joys
Regroup and strategize when things don't go so well
Coming up with a new twist to the old approach
Not a whole new everything
There has been so much work and time put into becoming who I have become
it is easy to get caught up in the talk
You have to walk the walk
Good ideas don't make progress
Good thoughts don't make success
Good intentions don't make things happen
All of the above is a great starting point
We have to find it in ourselves to dig deeper
Under the surface where things become more and more sketchy
Working late into the night when we could be watching t.v.
Refocusing than just accepting the outcome
I believe small positive changes make a great life
There are times we all make mistakes
Then I also found there are times we beat ourselves up for past mistakes
One of my problems is I find it hard or next to impossible to let go
What is done is done
We can't change the outcome
Some things are too late
What we can do is make today a better day
Staying healthy and appreciating those who we love
Doing the right thing
Believing in dreams and working in the present to see clearly
At the same time enjoying this moment
Because that's all we really have