Write Under Fire
Not Because I Want To But Because I Need To
We all live very different lives
Every day our world changes
Sometimes we don't think so
Other times we see drastic signs of change
For many years I tried to keep my world the same
My thoughts were
If I could control my life then I could control my outcome
The more strict I became the harder my life was able to be handled
When I just let go
Things seem to get better
That is the complete opposite of what I believed
As I set my thoughts free
My world began to spin
Not to my direction
In a way, I have never seen before
As I watched other people instead of myself
I also could see resistance to believe
Their life was quite different but then again not what they wanted either
So what is the solution
I tried to track my every movement
I became more and more frustrated
As results don't lie
I had to step away
Give me time to heal
Before I could continue
There were times in my life that hurt
I was not ready to handle or prepared to deal with at this time
Now I continue on
With an open mind and one soul purpose
To navigate my way
Not in a sea of turmoil
Instead in a melting pot of ideas
That help create than destroy