Would I Ever Take the Chance?

There I was contemplating an Imaginary affair

Just imagining what it would be like to take a chance

The selfish act of lust

One moment I am satisfied with my relationship

Then the next I’m watching a show that

reminds me of the game I once played

Selfishly I want an escape

But another part of me is done with

The so-called fun phase

I guess it’s a fantasy in disguised

I am just wondering when will this fantasy end

So that I can go back to my normal life

I guess that’s why it’s called a fantasy

Because they don’t last forever