Wish I Didn't Miss You
We used to hide emotion,
Between each others' thighs,
With soaking wet skin,
and rolled back eyes.
Until I said something,
or nothing,
and you held his hand.
I'll never blame you for recognizing beauty,
though I wish you'd held on to Love.
I can't,
won't,
feel the same when I kiss you.
And I shudder,
blush,
wish I didn't miss you.