Why Don't You Like Me
I Thought We Were Friends
I admit I haven't been the nicest to you lately
There were times when friends called and I left you hanging
It wasn't right
Then other times family comes over I shut you out
I didn't know what to say
I didn't know what to do
I was scared
I know you don't show emotion like me
If you are scared you never let me know
Over the years I have enjoyed our time to together so much
I want you to know and I will tell other people I know
You are a big part of my life
I couldn't have come this far without you
You make me laugh,smile and sometimes get me so mad
It is times like this I feel we should of talked it out
Instead of me walking away and storming off
Saying things I know you can hear
Letting you get all bottled up inside
That one day you will explode
It is not fair to you
But I didn't know any other way till now
Then it dawned on me
Talk it out
Even if the problem isn't entirely resolved
It may be better
I can remember when I didn't know you
Life was so much different
I would wake up and go on with my day
Doing everything I could possibly do
Then technology changed
My life changed
You were not just at someone else's house
You were at mine
We developed a long relationship
That started off slow
Then instead of seeing each other a few minutes each day
It became hours
Not just on my days off or weekends
But every day and all times of the day
There were times we needed a vacation from each other
That seemed o.k. to both of us
So for four weeks a year we would go our separate ways
I would usually travel
You preferred to stay at home and sleep
But we got along
Then when we seen each other again
It was like we couldn't keep our eyes off each other
I would wake up early
You would be up late
There was no time that wasn't good for us
Until recently I feel disconnected
I want to be close and you won't let me in
If it is something I did ?
Please let me know
Type it out in bold letters if you don't want to tell me
No matter what I do
You don't want to make it work
I say sweet things to you
Please, please just this once
What I really mean is right now
I need you more than ever
I log on to the computer
Then you get all cold
You are not trying
I can't get to the sights we have always been
A blank screen comes up time and time again
Please lets try to do it over
You are my computer
You might be seven years old
I don't want to buy another one
The new computers do a lot more
With ten times the speed
I am happy what we have always had
Can't we go back to the way it was ?
I don't need fancy and expensive
I need something I can trust and yes always reliable
You know all my secrets
I have told nobody else
I know you show your age
It doesn't matter
I have a lot more wrinkles and aches too
See we have both aged gracefully over time
We are made for each other
I will log on again
This time you are slower than before
I think you may be under the weather
A virus got you down
I am not going to lose my temper
I will come back later when you are feeling better