Who Am I Without Others' Labels? -- A Rhyme to Inspire
Val enjoys writing his own style of what resembles poetry, just hoping to catch someone's heart on the same page.
Labels are for filing. Labels are for clothing. Labels are not for people.
-- Martina Navratilova
Who am I?
They gave me a body manly and strong
and bunch of rules to make me complete
along with a flag as true excuse to belong
also a childhood too short and rarely sweet
and god to be called should things go wrong.
Innocent in ignorance, but always so good willing
with a legacy of lies they inherited from others
they passed it on to me to make it my ceiling
with love of parents, with care of brothers.
All those labels as if meant to annoy
something else demanded by each
not letting me stay just a little boy
everyone with lectures to teach.
Years passed and life happened in a hurry
fragmented self just becoming more so
making reality undefined and blurry
and me in it just as unclear also.
So many times when they called my name
there was something phony in that sound
like missing picture from a signed frame
in a gallery of empty frames all around.
Who am I?
Sometimes at a junkyard a flower might grow
after all those masks and fig leaves are torn
with all those calendars so little to show
and just left with enigma of being born.
But driven from within by a stubborn quest
like a caterpillar surprised by a pair of wings
I drifted through my years in search of my best
with humbleness of beggars, and dignity of kings.
Who am I really -- and does it matter?
this joy of being doesn't need a label
it's like I got my life on a silver platter
every single crumb on my royal table.
© 2022 Val Karas