When Your Plans Our Blown Up Into Tiny Little Pieces
So Many Things To Remember In My Head
I almost forgot
I had these amazing dreams
Voices that talk to me
That sound so convincing and real
Then after a few days or weeks
They begin to fade away
How could something so important in my life
Be discarded as if it never happened
Thrown away no different than garbage on trash day
Once so meaningful and necessary
Now not even a thought or a whim
I have heard people say
It was not meant to be
I don't believe it for one second
If it wasn't meant to be
Then I wouldn't of felt the way I did
I wouldn't feel sad now
I have come up with a new belief
That maybe we were not ready
To make the commitment that the idea needs
To come to life
We have found other things that take priority in our lives
That we feel were more relevant
At this current point in time
That might of happened since the idea surfaced
It means we have to do what we feel is right
Then the idea will come back again
This time stronger and bolder than before
So instead of beating myself up over all the ideas I have let slide
Lets focus and concentrate
Welcoming the next idea that comes our way
Seeing if this one
Will be the one
That spins as fast as a top
Floats on air like a balloon
Gives us as much comfort as a kiss
Is needed as often as a hug
Makes people as happy as a smile