Venomonic (A Poem about Depression)

I don't know what I am anymore.

I hear a voice inside my head it feels hardcore.

When I walk in the streets I see your darkness,

when I lie in my bed I can feel your sadness.

Venomous you are a poison!

Venomous you're my destruction.

Get away from me!
can't get away from me...
run away from me or you get...

Venomous! Venomous
you're like a Venom.

The deadliest! Deadliest!

You're like a demon!

get away from me!
can't get away from me!
run away from me or...
is the venomonic me?

I am overwhelmed by your presence.
Strong possession my heart says beat it! Beat it!
When I walk in the streets I see all darkness!
When I close my eyes at night I see your darkness!
Venomous! You are a poison
Venomousyou'ree my destruction
get away from me
can't get away from me
when I look at the mirror all I see myself possessed
by a venomous!
Venomous!
you're like a demon!
get away go away venomonic
oppression!

At the end of this dream
as I opened my eyes again
to see the light
Can't help.

Can't stop.

Can't fight the bite of.
Do you think I want it off?
I'll need the strength of the
venomous voice I heard of.

© 2018 Jean Sams

Comments

Jean Sams (author) from Philippines on December 23, 2018:

Thank you so much, Tim, for your appreciation. :)

Tim Truzy from U.S.A. on December 19, 2018:

Your poetry resonates like a song, begging to be put to the music of the narrator's felt torture.

Thank you, Gne.

Great work. Loved it.

Much respect,

Tim

Jean Sams (author) from Philippines on December 02, 2018:

Oh no. I got it from an artist in deviant art :)

hannah from bryan texas on December 02, 2018:

that is a beautiful picture.

did you draw that?