I sat on my personalized soft sofa for a minute,
Having a whiskey on my right hand that are so perfect,
Plus, the quiet atmosphere on my tiny room,
A great moment to recall, rethink and get sad at the moment.
People kept on asking me if I am okay,
Is my sadness that too visible to notice?
I, myself kept on asking too,
Am I really okay?
Do Love needs to be this painful?
I thought it was kind of a happy feeling?
Why am I in such agony right now?
How dare he crosses my mind and stabbed my heart.
Until my tears kept on falling down,
My hand trembles as my heart shred into pieces,
I saw his bare existence came in front of me,
How he try to reach me but can't.
I can't help but cry in so much pain,
I should've told him how much he own every part of me,
We should've made so much memories to cherish,
If only I, can make him stay.
I looked at him with a painful smile,
He looked tired of seeing me this broken,
I tried to reach him like what I've always do,
Now, I think I should've let you go.
I tried to stand and pick the broken glass of whiskey,
Until, I felt my blood dripping on my hand,
I force to smile as I saw myself reflecting on the pieces,
I will try to be okay...until we meet again...