Balancing her World
Balancing her world along
with the fantasy that she
has built inside her head.
Learning what can be
trusted and what needs
to be ignored and let go.
Knowing that she is
only a pawn in a sea
of people who like
to play the game.
Realizing that her fantasy
is better than he reality.
Lost in what isn’t real
but drowning in the
fantasy of what she
wants it all to be.
Having lost the strongest
figure in her life
and not knowing how
to cope with the
betrayal of it all.
Knowing she can’t bring
him back, but not
wanting to let go.
Needing the reassurance that
he constantly provided, but
knowing that she will
never have that again.
Drinking in the idea that
those days are in the
distant past, but not
understand why he was
taken so quickly from her.
But knowing that it
is what was best
even if she doesn’t
like it in the least.
© 2020 Emily