Most days I feel as if I am in a rut

These days are the toughest I can not lie

Most days I feel unappreciated which hurts like a paper cut

I feel unappreciated in a way for I only want to feel wanted

l wanted a typical romcom romance

While in real life my love life feels as if I am in a soap opera

I just want to feel as if I am doing the right thing

I am worried about my heart

I pray daily I get to live a long life

Live my life drama free

Sadly no one sees this

They have no clue how much it hurts inside

I wish to feel better for my body to be normal again

Away from anxiety and pain

For one day to feel normal one day

Comments

Samantha Stoerkel (author) from Miami on November 01, 2020:

Thank you so much! ITs so true but we got to move forward :)

Samantha Stoerkel (author) from Miami on November 01, 2020:

Thank you so much! very true! you too!

Chrish Canosa from Manila Philippines on October 31, 2020:

That's our earthly hell, it's up to you, either be brave enough stand firm and face your emotions with a strong unshakable knees or mourn and bury your self 'neath those thick dark clouds

You are in control, if we want to see rainbows we have to love rain first

I myself feel it too, it is so stressing but as always - weep now move on later ;-)

OLUSEGUN from NIGERIA on October 30, 2020:

anxiety and pain have been married to our day to day activities, albeit they can be reduced by our dispositions to life, when we do not expect much in life and we take everything and everyday as they come, we shall feel much happier. Good work here. Stay Safe.