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Trying to Decide

I don’t know how far away I need to be
Maybe so far that smiles are a distant memory
A dim light, a lit stove, the heat my only friend
Snow falling all around, as aimless as the wind

I keep telling myself to act my age
Some dreams are best as a ripped out page
The only person I can fool anymore is me
Being honest with yourself is being free

I don’t think I’m on the final chapter
Life tells me there is always something after
I know too much to stop thinking now
But I can’t fix the past, I just don’t know how

I watched you in the mirror, you’re crying too much
Look at me, your own reflection can’t replace my touch
You keeping watching cars race by on the freeway
They’ll never come back but my heart is ready to stay

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