Insomniac: Tonight

Tonight

Sitting by my window
Holding my knee and a whiskey in a cup
My eyes feel like falling
But my mind, again ... thinking

I feel wasted but I can't do anything
I wanna get drunk and forget
But as I chug more and more
I feel even lonelier

I thought this whiskey could warm my heart
Could make me forget that I am bleeding
But it just made me realized everything

Tonight as I sleep
I will love you again in my dystopia
That in my dilapidated vision
You remained cool and stunning.