I am hurting now
so badly as if an arrow was pierced into my heart
but I am willing to take all the pain
hoping it would make you happier—
please be happier
happier than you are now
so that my pain will be all worth it...
I will be like the same
I will live my old life
will listen to my old favourite songs
doing my old favourite ways
and I will try not to hope for you to come back
but if you come back
that means you were fighting
the same battle as me—
and I am willing to do
the impossible with you, for you
if you are willing to do
the impossible with me and for me...
Let the heavens be our guide.
© 2020 MS Penarts
CHATRA RAM from BARMER INDIA on June 28, 2020: