Emee.chan is a person dealing with past regrets, writing them out in order to finally let them go.
Holding Onto Regret
I wanted to hold onto you,
I wanted to push you away.
Guess I wasn't sure of what
I needed back then.
The desire to hold and
The desire to toss aside were
Warring inside of me,
Wrecking havoc in my heart.
Since I was indecisive and insecure,
Since my dishonesty towards
You and I got the best of me,
My actions took it upon
Themselves to decide in my stead.
The distance created was so big
That it was pointless to try to
Return to what it used to be,
To what we were before.
It's too late and it's too bad
Things turned out the way they did,
But life goes on, not caring about
We Live, We Learn.
There is no point holding onto regrets and past mistakes. We make them, we atone for them in some way eventually.
That doesn't mean we don't deserve to be happy.
Leona Lewis- Better In Time (Official Music Video)
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Emee chan (author) on August 26, 2021:
You could say I'm working on it.
Janis Leslie Evans from Washington, DC on August 25, 2021:
Hi Emee, heartfelt lesson you present here. I hope you are embracing the freedom of letting go.
Emee chan (author) on August 24, 2021:
True, life goes on whether we want it to or not.
BRENDA ARLEDGE from Washington Court House on August 23, 2021:
It's hard sometimes to make the right choice.
We often regret them, but there's no going back.
We make mistakes. We are human.
I wish there was a way we could wave a magic wand & return everything back to the way it was..but we must continue on & do our best to be happy.
A lesson of the heart.