Emee.chan is a lone wolf by nature. In order to let someone in, she's trying to learn to be who she is on her own.
One is a lonely word, though it can't be helped. To discover who you truly are and what you want to do, that lonely trip must be made.
Don't worry, it's not permanent. Once you stand on your two feet, sure of your direction in life, you'll meet those who share the same path.
Ode To Solitude
I'm free to roam,
Spread my wings and fly.
I found my strength in solitude,
Not by having someone around.
Selfish it might seem,
But it's really not.
One taste of solitude's sweetness
Got me addicted.
Hard to quit, yet not impossible.
Once a person worth it all enters my life, unexpectedly and smoothly,
I'll be willing to break my solitary habit.
Until then, I'm fine on my own.
Finding my path and purpose is what
I'm striving to accomplish,
Without entanglements to hold me back.
In my heart I feel this is how it should be,
Certainly a better option than
Stringing someone along,
Nothing to promise or offer for sure.
I found my ally in solitude,
Comfortable and safe.
It doesn't ask questions,
It doesn't demand.
© 2021 Emee chan