Bachelors Degree in Organizational Behavioral Psychology with a background in Autism, Mental Health, Business Psychology. Sales Management
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Popular Monster BY: Falling In Reverse
I lived my life in a lie
from myself I did let myself die.
Love I chased in dead ends
when I ignored it in friends.
I told myself this wasn’t love
All is was is friendly overprotective.
Maybe I was really on the run
Deep down belief that I deserved none.
Why is he always on my mind?
Ignoring what was intertwined.
My heart was never open
Ignored what was my hearts devotion.
The hurt I put myself through
Circumvented what was really true.
I looked in all the wrong places
Headed in the wrong chases.
Always ended in new hurt and pain
Ignoring rational thought in my brain.
I ignored my heart so many years
Maybe afraid he’d also bring tears.
My heart and soul and my body
Crave and need him all I embody.
Fear still leaves those words silent
But his soul I am more reliant.
When will I allow whats in my heart
Come out my mouth and be smart?
I love him with more than I understand
But how do I say it to my best friend?
© 2021 Abigayle Rourk
