Robert Levine has self-published two books of poetry. He's currently working on a long poem about his hometown of Greenbelt, Maryland.
Jeff Williams waited, skateboard in hand,
at the bus stop beside the mall near the corner
of Annapolis and Riverdale Roads
the lone time I visited him. We threaded the other end
of the street he sauntered to New Carrollton Station for our
sally into D.C.—past Zayre’s department store’s
gray brick back, the long buff-painted apartment agglomerations,
the parking lots iridescent with haloes of motor oil
like the sheen on a starling’s black wings.
The street seemed bereft of children for July.
“There’s the crack truck,” Jeff snapped with Good Humor’s
electronic clarion jingle ringing farther down.
Jeff skated patiently in pace with my unaided feet.
He explained he had quit Greenpeace:
after canvassing late, he’d get back past
midnight, need time to unwind, and by then felt
too drained to write. I bemoaned my dearth
of summer work, the guilt of sitting each day at home
in hard times eating my father’s food.
“I know all about the guilt,” he avouched. “Believe me.”
His place had walls bare but white as eggshells;
Jeff’s mother kept out of sight, but projected her
presence through the stink and sizzle of cooking garlic.
“My dad’s been calling a lot,” he offhanded,
“wanting to see me, go fishing together,
do all that male bonding nonsense.”
Silent, I envied him his problem.
He showed me his novel about a clairvoyant
solving murders by touching the victim to feel
the death in himself, and his identically gifted twin
who kills strangers he meets to save them
from wretched futures. He spun more storylines out of reverie—
a city within a glass dome underwater
after the greenhouse effect melted the ice caps,
a star flashing kaleidoscope colors that an astronomer
discovers is a pinhole leaking a peak at
Heaven’s euphoria—and I pored over his ode
to flying over the roofs on the Metro’s raised track
behind this home of his as we had last autumn before
sinking under the subway’s vaulted cement ceiling.
Jeff afforded the favor of free rein on his
computer to type and print my prose poem
likening the artist to an oyster turning
the grit sticking in him into beauty
for the collecting: I wanted to see my words glow,
hear the softer tapping of the springier keys.
He said he dreamed of living “somewhere cold and dark,
like Canada,” in a castle; “And you could publish
a literary magazine there,” I alluded to where we met.
He gibed, “Why would I want to do that?”
On my way out, I picked up the thread
of our talk on the street and related
that I spent my overabundance of unwaged hours sharpening
essays, articles for the News Review, poems,
joking, “I’m the hardest-working man in literature.”
“It doesn’t really seem like work,” Jeff shrugged—
I don’t know how well my face disguised dismay.
The bus I boarded homeward in a few minutes removed me
to hectic months of a new school term
without hearing from him, and when I called
during Thanksgiving break and took him to task,
Jeff jabbing back, “What’s wrong with your fingers?”;
to Jeff majoring in English at Howard
mostly for the mailroom job allotted,
while later I shuffled three part-times for tuition and rent;
to biding time to absorb and probe my craft’s axioms,
while Jeff shopped his novel to agents
“so I don’t have to get a degree I don’t need.”
By my move to Boston, the words and deeds connecting
to Jeff I wound onto myself had slackened, unraveled until
I couldn’t even feel them sliding away behind.
© 2019 Robert Levine
Robert Levine (author) from Brookline, Massachusetts on June 14, 2019:
Thank you very much, Lorna!
Lorna Lamon on June 14, 2019:
I love the way this poem unfurls and takes you on a journey. Clever writing.