I dont have much, but I have three amazing, healthy sons who I adore more than anything I could ever have.
Maybe someday... after I sort through the trauma I have suffered through in therapy, acquire more clean time and finally find the right medication for my bipolar depression, I will be able to achieve my dreams of having a cabin in the woods, do some traveling, get horses again and finally give my kids the life they deserve... Maybe someday...
She wasn't like "normal" people
She had three sons from three failed relationships and enough baggage to squash an elephant...
She has scars
She is broken
She is suffering
Depression consumes her
Her brain won't work right, bipolar keeps her sad
Memories of things she would erase if she could
Then maybe she could stop hurting
Maybe then she could provide a better life for her boys
They could have a home
They could have a way around
They could have the things that they want
They could have a healthy happier mama
Maybe someday ❤
We may not have much, but all three of my kids are healthy and loved, which is worth more than any amount of money. Many people have lots of money and material things but that doesn't mean they are happy or loved... Don't judge people for the amount of money or stuff they have!!
Lela from Somewhere near the heart of Texas on September 06, 2019:
Keep up the good work and love!