My past self in the moment 2012
Wham! that's all she needed to see;
she felt helpless
watching as this man take her confidence away
grabbing her by the neck
holding on till she was gone and seeing stars;
She couldn't breathe
yet after that, she let it play out
believing years later that it was all her fault.
Never in a million years,
I would believe she would let someone take control of her life
In this world, we only live once
Why take this life for granted?
This sweet girl letting a monster dig deep into her soul
taking full control,
How blind can she be?
Can't she see who he really is?
I hope she learned her lesson
knowing he would leave her in the dust and never returning.
Finally seeing the end of the tunnel and trusting men again,
never let someone have that much control over your life
for this is your universe,
choose wisely and forgive the process.
