Renegade Cowboy Chump Change
Heather has a Bachelor's Degree in English from Moravian College and has been freelance writing for more than 14 years.
Searched high and low for a real life hero of substance
Instead of childish villains who played adult dress up
Realized that this investigation needed to be put on hold
Soured to the concept of decency after seeing so much terror
News of mass shootings seemed to pop up on the regular now
Landscape full of horror stories and nothing positive
Could make anyone question the decency of everyone
Wondered if hidden agendas and easy gun access came hand-in-hand
Became aware that the good ones don't ride horses or wear Stetsons
A few past experiences and some observational analysis
Gave way to a new perspective to this train of thought
Developed a profile of those supposed bad boys
Who wanted to make good that always failed at the dismount
Created best laid plans and never could be on time for them
Always allowed clocks to be decorative pieces
Instead of informative tools to keep the ball rolling onto next phase
Responsibility simply overrated in long run game
Chose companions based on short term needs only
Turned analysis to the prey they landed on this time
Came across as a rugged outlaw with a soft center
Shrugged off authority when it came to rules and regulations
Believed in more solitary pursuits to find a private equilibrium
Loved the idea of a partner in theory; not in practice
Kept everything in separate compartments on purpose
Allowed them to rarely intersect for unknown reasons
Gave up on the notion of caring about those motives
Realized that it was what it was in the end
Just a byproduct of their long overrun and unkempt past
A master of pretense and hidden manipulation
To bend their prey to suit their specific needs
Pretended to want traditional pursuits, but balked at them
When it came time to put down roots or money
Broke out in hives when it came to making future plans
Used obligations to avoid responsibility for everything
Threw around blame as if it was simply a game to play
Fed up with those who don't take accountability
Looking for some solo adventures by car
Afraid to even go near a horse and not a hat person
Time to focus on being the heroine of their own story
Stopped worrying about the darkness on the outside
Focusing on what was going on within for time being.