Reasons Why I Stare at You

For Him

Maybe I can't stop looking at you
because I can't believe you are real
I spent a while wondering
If this was something I would be able to feel
I have been broken for a while
unable to heal
Now suddenly I see hope in your eyes
and now I don't cry myself to sleep at night
I don't wake up in a fright
feeling alone in the middle of the night
So many nights I wanted to die
Now I've never felt more alive
part of me is scared to take this dive
because I have been shattered into a million peices
you are the reason I am putting them back together
Love is a scary thing
because you fall in deep
sometimes it leaves you happy
sometimes it makes you weep