The what,the when,the how,the if,the why.
The questions that are running round my mind.
I'll never get a positive reply
the answers are impossible to find.
Why did my mother let me out so late?
If only I had turned the other way.
When had this beast decided on my fate?
How long had he been waiting for this day?
That night my life took on a different path
a sad one filled with loneliness and shame.
The years of carrying a victims wrath
although I know it wasn't me to blame.
I'm learning to accept and close that door
and then my past won't haunt me anymore.