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Pushed Away

pushed-away

Jumped all around my comfort zone
Went back decades
And that was comfort
But I pushed away
Till I was out
Now I am
To me it wasn't gonna work
Too many unspoken things and feelings
Would've made the bond feel weird
Somewhat manipulative
Toxic
Was feeling like that already
No matter the good
I hate this part though
This process
Checking and wondering
Knowing there isn't any more of anything
Always the same cycle
Till I'm through

© 2021 Chelsea Charlotten

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