Pretending
Pretending that I have moved on
Pretending that I’ve accept that I’ll never won
Seeing you with him
Brings nightmares to my dream
I’m happy for you
That statement is true
But deep within my heart
Is a wish that I am the one playing his part
Your happiness is all I ever wanted
I also wish I was the reason for that happiness to never end
But you’re happy now and I could never change that
You are smiling and that’s what I want
I wish I was him
All I can do is dream
I won’t bother you anymore
Or even show up on your door
Acceptance is hard to achieved
The pain experienced is hard to believe
But what is important is her happiness
Even if the cost is your sadness
Now all you can do is look from afar
Leave them peacefully and accept the loss in this war
Pretend you are okay for what happened
And let your overthinking end