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Silent Screams

Bachelors Degree in Organizational Behavioral Psychology with a background in Autism, Mental Health, Business Psychology

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“I Wish You Missed Me” By: Chase Wright

Vows Said To Be Broken

I can’t explain the feeling,

when you let me go.


No words adequately convey;

say it’s not so.


The pain flashes like lightening;

hole in my chest.

Wanting to get the words out;

how to say it best.


Nothing could prepare me;

no fight did you raise.

“It’s probably for the best,”

Outcome of year craze.


It’s not the best times;

that marriage is found on.

Love that refuses to lose;

not “when hard-run” con.


You promised to love me;

never leave me like the rest.

To not have me sit in pain;

not knowI got just to wonder.


I cried leaving you dying heart;

to fix the toxic evil.

Our marriage I‘m protecting;

fighting a different devil.


You couldn’t show emotion;

no reassurance of love.

You promised I’d not lose you;

god sent from above.


I feel you gave up long before;

I’d always fight thats me.

In a second that changed;

never would I matter first you see.


Stop with the we will see;

you don’t just up leave

It’s the hardships God tests us;

you just don’t want to fight for me.


Broken


Shattered


Pain


You promised and I feel you don’t plan on saving you and me;

because than you’d have to put our love first you see.


You promised me and I can’t breathe,

I lost my fight

You are like all the rest,

this time forever gone my light.


You promised you’d never give up and you are letting me die inside;

I lost everything this last year…

.I never thought I’d lose you too…

© 2020 Abby K

Comments

Abby K (author) from Southern California on December 11, 2020:

Agreed; yet the most common promise is most often the promise not kept.

OLUSEGUN from NIGERIA on December 08, 2020:

Good work. Promises that cannot be fulfilled should not be made.