Poem No. 9

I miss you
I fell in love with you so hard,
that’s my strongest card,
that I always play,
when from demons I can’t get away.
You are my light,
in every dark night,
shining more than a sun and a moon,
I hope, I’ll see you soon.
I know it’s just seven days,
seven different ways,
to get over my sadness,
in my head it’s madness,
there is no more my happiness,
I’m just a pawn in ,,God vs devil’s’’ chess.
I can’t sleep,
minds on you awake me keep.
I ask myself, are you okay,
do you have thoughts grey,
every night for you I pray.
This is my hardest week,
my heart sick,
tears I lick,
trying right song to pick.
I’m just so fucking lost,
walking along the coast,
through the darkness,
asking questions,
demon from ocean,
I’m trying to eat my emotions.
I can’t anymore,
asking God to open me a door,
but noone is there,
nobody fucking care,
I don’t know anymore where,
I see some angel light I swear,
now I’m spitting blood,
to stop me, don’t you dare.
You weren’t here when I need it,
so just beat it.
Thank you, but I don’t need anyone else,
I’m waiting for my princess of Wales,
she is my real love,
but, she is just too far.
I just want to feel your beautifuls lips,
of tenderness and chocolate mix.
I miss you honey,
my sweet, lovely bunny.