Poem: Bad Feeling
I thought I got burned up
But she was yet to proof it
The communication was no longer the same
She kept her text short
Like she never wanted to chat
She asked for some room
Something she was sure I couldn't give
She learned how weak I was
It was not weaknesses
She had charmed me with love
All the wrong were right
All the tears became joy
Why ask for space now
When I need you the most
Why can't you wait
At least upto tomorrow
You like leaving me in cold
You even asked me to leave you alone
How do you think I feel
Or maybe you no longer care
Am I forcing myself to you?
I guess no
Coz you said you can't do without me
I wonder what will happen
If truly you mean pushing me away
Please do so knowing it will hurt
Am sure you are hurting
But pride won't allow you accept
Trying to be a hero?
But making compromised decisions
You have done nothing special
They have always done it
Pop in my life like that
We smile today
But tommorow you are gone
How do you think I feel
Am tired of hiding it
Coz it's eating me from inside
Not sure if I will survive
But the last person was not you
Should I say that the beautiful ones are not yet born?
I think no
Because in you all my love dwells
In you my life can glow
© 2020 Ian Muiruri Wanyua