Not Until Recently

Updated on December 12, 2018

Not until recently have I ever been so in love with someone that if I really tried to sit you down & explain it to you, I couldn't do so

Not because i don't want to explain it to you, but because my love for you just flows & flows

Deeper than every love song with a rhyme

Better than every love scene from a movie combined

I could be in a room full of 1 million women but you're the only one I would look at because we are so in tune

I will run to your love every time because it's me you soothe

The love comes over my body & i just want to break down & cry

Not because I'm sad, but because your love I can't deny

I could do 1000 favors for you

Buy you all the jewelry in the world too

I could pick 1 of every flower from the earth for you & sing you every love lullaby

I could write 100,000 poetry pieces confessing my love for you & that still wouldn't be enough to satisfy

My deep devotion & emotion

My love for you will never waiver nor cause any commotion

All the other ones in my past were to prepare me to be with you

I forgive all my lovers in the past who hurt me so I can focus on you & what to do

My kids' mother & ex-wife

Were to just open my eyes, but with you I have a new life

You're my soul mate, my lover from the past, present, & tomorrow

When I feel sad thru an unspoken compassion you feel sorrow

You sympathize with my happiness & pain

You come around me & I start to feel sane

You blow all of the others out of the water

Who knows, maybe by you I will have another son or daughter

Goose bumps & tingly skin, hairs standing up

When I'm with you it's like I can't ever get enough

Love flows from your heart like a peaceful waterfall

To hang onto this love is my goal overall

You're the sun to my earth

You're important to me because I know a woman's worth

I could read my whole diary to you aloud

You wouldn't run the opposite direction or shout it to a crowd

I trust you fully, every stone unturned

When I think about you my emotions flutter & churn

Our love will stand the tests of time

I can't deny my love for you because you're the one I need to survive

You affect my well being

Once blind to love, but now it's your love thats restored me to seeing

When I really feel loved by you it brings tears to my eyes

I love you girl & thank you for being a part of life

© 2018 Eric Golden


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