My Last Word to Say
MY LAST WORD TO SAY
I bid to say goodbye
To the one I seldom says, "Hi"
Sometimes I hurt you
Sometimes I'll loss you!
Though I know it's hard to do,
To harm you and to leave you;
But deep inside in me
Happy to what I have 'coz I am free.
I have loose the grip in me
For this feeling has to be a new to see,
It's a sudden change of emotion
That let my love out of devotion.
The knots that binds between us
Both end was torn and set aside.
The feeling has been a wheel in a stomach,
That rolled-out my heart and break it apart.
To utter words for the end,
My feeling is tupsy-turvied and stiff.
It's hard to give an ending point,
A barrier; a break and space to love you more.
I need time to know my self,
Yo be sure of my feelings towards you,
To be sure that I'm the only one for you,
To be sure that you're mature enough to love me, too!
Whispered cries are to be heard in the midst of the night.
Broken heart is to be mended by an aching time.
Past has to be leaved behind,
The present is yo be live,lay and to dream around.
Knowing myself to handle heartaches,
Has to be bless to renew and letting go insecurities.
Respect, has been given back, to thee
To stand still, to be strong and be free.
Saying goodbye squizzes my heart.
It breaks me into pieces.
I've done things to sacrifice
To let go the pain and tears in my heart.
Goodbye, is the hardest word to say.
After the long years of waiting,
But until now still feel the pain and still aching,
It's time for us to let go and realize of something.
How hard it is when we're together,
When we see no love and respect with each other,
Though "GOODBYE", is the hardest thing to do
But still, the best way to move on through.