My intent was never to hurt you, nor was it ever malicious
I don't know why you deny me of what I want most, why won't you grants my wishes?
Maybe I'm just lonely but my heart calls out to you
I never thought the sun could set on something so true
It disappoints me that you no longer concern yourself with my vitality
You're no more a part of my reality
We had something so content & full
And no matter how much closer you would push, away i would pull
How can your forever be conditional?
How can it have strings attached?
Now I'm afraid to move forward
For fear of another love falling thru the cracks
And now the world turns without me
Even my own heart doubts me
I'm not even sure if my own heart has truly moved on
2 years have passed & the sun still isn't shining, it's been dark far too long
I crave to love you gently, softly & sweetly
My masculine hands will hold you when you need me
They will help to nudge you when you need to fly
Just like the rain, I want you to hear me when I cry
But your gone away from me now, with another life to live
But it's you I want & that one last chance to give
© 2018 Eric Golden