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A Poem about my Ex-Girlfriend.



Her name was Susan Nappy,
she always made me happy,
I didn't want a girlfriend much,
but I had to feel her touch.

Sixteen when we first meet,
said, "I swept her off her feet".
used all my charms,
she grew up in my arms.

Long blonde hair,
eyes didn't stare,
said she loved me a dozen times a day,
I thought, what could I say.

'Though she wouldn't do what I said,
(which drove me out of my head),
she's beautiful inside and out,
loves me, have no doubt.

Cooked and cleaned,
never got mean,
she was my first choice,
never raised my voice.

We made love every day,
a good wife, I would say,
I'd kiss her all over,
I was in clover.

Began to lose my mind,
she wasn't very kind,
our sex life was over,
I had to leave her.

About the Author

I was born in Melbourne Australia on March 4th, 1957. My mother worked in a pie van at Victoria market. My father drank. My brother, sister and I used to take time off school, go to the museum, botanical gardens or sneak into the zoo. When I was 9 we moved to a country town not far from the city. I enjoyed roaming around the paddocks. I didn't do well at school, my lack of concentration made studying difficult, I dropped out to pursue a career in retail. I managed an aquarium successfully. In 1985 I was diagnosed with schizophrenia, later with paranoid schizophrenia, with this came heavy cannabis use. I was in and out of hospitals for a long time. New medications have made me stable, I haven't been hospitalized since 2000. Psychosis radicalized my thinking, I realized I could make something out of the darkness. That was the beginning of my paranormal journey.

© 2018 JAMES

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