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Moving on After the Realization

See you around

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But it's not like it's the end of the world.

i've realized so many things this week—

you are my permanent daydream,

the tattoo inked on my brain,

thoughts of you etched perfectly with every seam,

loving you will never be the same


and the realization hurts—

the realization that im a temporary thought

the realization that im chained, I've been caught

the realization that im not the only one

the realization that i was only there for the fun


because i've also realized just how much i hope—

how i hope you'd hold my hand,

how i hope my soaring expectations would land

how i hope you'd be here beside me...

instead of you and the girl i always see.