See you around
But it's not like it's the end of the world.
i've realized so many things this week—
you are my permanent daydream,
the tattoo inked on my brain,
thoughts of you etched perfectly with every seam,
loving you will never be the same
and the realization hurts—
the realization that im a temporary thought
the realization that im chained, I've been caught
the realization that im not the only one
the realization that i was only there for the fun
because i've also realized just how much i hope—
how i hope you'd hold my hand,
how i hope my soaring expectations would land
how i hope you'd be here beside me...
instead of you and the girl i always see.