Daydreaming nihilist. Code maniac with a coffee addiction. Music, movie buff. High functioning alcoholic.
I'm on my last glass and feelings' crippling
My thoughts have left me seared
You know you are everything, from the beginning
You have nothing to fear
My nightmares get worse. The air is thickening.
Am I still worth it, dear?
I'll find you, although times are a changing
We are steadier
Than the demon's reign
I was in town today. Still bleak in a crowd.
I couldn't hold my tears
Give yourself time to find a better ground
Ill be right by your side, here
Am I losing my mind with no one around?
Is it just me? Are you real?
You have to move on and be found
We are tighter
Than the threads of steel
And when you walk down that aisle again in a veil,
And be someone else's shield
And when you find your heart in a different sphere
And when you've washed your memories with his
Im grey and dust but those days are green
Thank you. A movie I play on repeat
I'm not so much a speaker, either
Love, you are sweeter
Than milk and honey
A woman who loses her partner some time ago is questioning her sanity having lived alone in their home all this while without any interaction with the outside world, still crippled by her grief but fighting her thoughts and trying to see a future by speaking to her late partners voice of reason inside her head.
© 2021 W h o I s I
manatita44 from london on September 21, 2021:
Ivaa, what an incredibly beautiful poem! You show great potential!! Carry on! Carry on! Love your work!
W h o I s I (author) from Mumbai, India on September 20, 2021:
Thank you, Misbah
Misbah Sheikh from The World of Poets on September 20, 2021:
Beautifully scribbled. The pain of loss is difficult to bear, and you captured it well in your poem. Thank you for sharing.
Blessings to you!!
George H on September 20, 2021:
The quintessence of losing someone and coping. You recognise it too well. Perfectly captured
Jina Yilang on September 20, 2021:
This is so beautiful! Very well scripted