Love Gone Sour
A fayway was formed
A Love so strong
Not even a dare could break it
A Wall so concrete
Not even an earthquake could shake it
Great times were encountered
Great moments were experienced
Great stages were undergone
Great significance was made
You were my Heart beat
You were my Happiness
You were my Motivation
You were just you
Though sometimes i expected perfection from you
It was never to be cause i fell in deep endearment with you
Never did i ever want you to ever change
Cause you were just great the way you are
But why Bebs!
Where were you when i needed you the most?
In a twinkle of an eye
The deep affection started fading away
But why did you stop caring
Where did you go?
Why did you have to let me go?
Were we not supposed to be Romeo and Juliet?
Did you not promise to hold my arms till the end?
Did you not promise to light the flashlights for me?
What happened to me being the girl of your dreams?
What about our book of existence?
I guess we will both have to close it then
Yes am the one who left
But then i really did not want to go
You treated me like Trash
I just felt that a change was needed
If it had been you making the decision
What decision would you have made?
So many sleepless nights i had because of you
So many migraines i got because of you
My dignity vanished just like that
My soul went along with you
I even lost my Techno camon cx cause of you
All that am left with
Is a cold-heated,lonely,broken,hovering spirit
But anyway love is just love
It can bloom till the end
It can wither with a click
It can wilt when deprived
It is so unexplainable
It robs us away our feelings
At some point its a wonderful experience
Other times its a sheep in a wolf's clothing
But anyway wherever.........
Fayway was still going to be
Our endearment so strong still it was
Our affection still running deep
Mine still does what of yours
Am i doing the right thing?
Is it worth it?
Does he really cherish me the way i do for him
Does he really care about me the way i do for him
Did he ever love me really?
Should i have never left?
Should he be once again a part of my life?
What am i supposed to do
When all i feel is just confusion
Deep within is a love running so deep
But then out scope no existence is felt
The best thing one can do
Is to just lay back one's head
And just let bygones be bygones
Just let life create its own tale
Not all that was meant to be becomes to be
People make mistakes
But if made twice that's a choice made
Am not perfect
You are not perfect
We were not perfect
I truly did fall for you
I truly felt you
You were truly a great part of me
Yes blood is thicker than water
But our love was thicker than blood
Peace is all i just wanted
And yes am still searching for it
All i can feel right now is.......
Confusion to just sum it all
Why! Cause am wondering
Where the problem really was
As for me
We were so perfect together
That i can not visualize at all
You just know
That an empire was already built
We were Unbreakable
We were Unbeatable
We were Strong
We were Perfect
Have you ever experienced a heartbreak before?
© 2019 Leah Gregory