Lost in fools love
We all grew up with some idea about how our lives would be. What happens when it does not turn out the way you planned?
lost in love
searching for a way out
How can I find the direction when your face is burned in the back of my eyes?
so I sleep, praying for peace
only to find the pain that was once my love for you
blown away like so many ashes
a fool for love
that is my life
loving men who lose sense of time while my legs are wrapped around their bodies like a glove
waist to waist
moaning, screaming your name
my soul pleading for you to love me
love me
love me
love
me
like the moon loves the stars
like the sun cherishes the sky
like the clouds need innocent eyes
I need you
like the grass needs rain
to survive
instead I wither away and die
so apparently, I am a fool
a fool for loving you
your kisses across my neck
down my spine
across my thighs
your hands dancing at the small of my back
a fool for missing you
midnight conversations about life, love, day and night
the importance of fears and how to overcome them
Romanized by life, the injustice of your leaving
obscure feelings leaving me lost in the wilderness
manifesting day dreams of forever in my minds third eye
always hoping you will see the truth of never letting go
finally accepting that I am never going to be accepted
you will never love
love me
love me
love
me
4-25-09
