As I walked along the way
I slowly saw myself day by day
Realizing the best and the worst of me
Playing the odds as I should be.
I thought I am strong
Believing the guts and trying to hold on
Searching for the best of my own
Yet, circumstances tried to drag me down.
Being myself, I feel weak
Scared of everything so to speak
Nonetheless, life must go on for the sake
Of my love ones, anything I take.
Everything has a Reason
They said, that everything happen for a reason, whatever the reason are, only God knows. Maybe I don't understand how and why I have these kind of struggles everyday but I believe somewhere and somehow I can beat the odds. The only thing I can promise to myself and to all my love ones, you'll never see me quit.
The ups and downs, the failures I just had and all the tears had fallen from my eyes were meant for me to go up and to continue the dream that I want to be and become in the future. Although, I felt humiliated and badly hurt inside, it will not burn my desire to carry myself forward.