Heather has a Bachelor's Degree in English from Moravian College and has been freelance writing for more than 12 years.
A lot has happened in 60 whole days of a new reality
Dropped one useless appendage of a person from life
Not by personal choice; have accepted it was for the best
Wondered what next step should be in solo trip
Around a new and exciting world with an albatross
Being worn to drag this eager explorer down
Feeling a little more normal, but different
Some days seemingly on top of James Cagney's world
Just not with his onscreen mother this time around
The rest buried underneath the mountain
After it has caved in due to some inclement weather
Real or imaginary; hard to say what was the case
Stuck on the most demonic rollercoaster ever built
Full of terrifying drops and spins that can cause motion sickness
Head stuffed with thoughts of a disillusioned past
Given into the belief that it was all a fictious misconception
A dead end existence that had no future
Had moments of doubt that fault laid on my doorstep
Maybe, too eager or the rose colored glasses too bright
Realized that the blame belonged to the former guest
Of my domain and a supporting player in my heart
Presented a house of cards persona that was fake
Nothing about them was honest or truthful
A snake oil salesman in the guise of a decent human being
Knew nothing about being responsible or having steady credit
Never going to own anything outright or have anything of meaning
To their name; except a series of unfortunate events of their own making
Heart no longer looking like a demolish project gone wrong
Been casually glued back together by carefully crafted HGTV hands
Almost back to its former glory before the implosion
Currently, faith in fellow man at an all-time low
Let's rephrase that; faith in the opposite sex has a tiny approval rating
Believed that there was nothing worthwhile about them
Except being other than eye candy or disposable wipes
Was treated like trash by someone else; uneager to repeat process
Trying to find private terra firma before committing to anyone else
Better to have proper footing on solid ground before taking dating plunge
Too cynical anyways to do that at this time
Preferred to go it alone while those human frogs passed me by
Waiting for a decent prince, or average joe to come my way.
In the meantime, working on finding a personalized groove for one.
Never too late to have an adventure.
