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JUST FOR A-DAY

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Most of the time I just want to be held, it felt awesome once sometime back. But its those sweet memories that really scare me.
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Then lately I feel like its you I need to hold me, maybe make me feel like I did before.
But am really scared ( terrified to be totally honest) of probably getting there and sinking back to being me again or maybe you not feeling the same about it..
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I don't really know how to "read between the lines " I don't " take hints ".. am really that blind. If they've been any am pretty sure I missed them all.. Am really good with words so I don't really know why I just come up straight and say it to your face..
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am literally scared of love, its paradise I really don't think I deserve. Maybe its my fear of attachment that's getting in the way of my thinking.. or maybe am just not good enough for paradise....
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but if you do read in between the lines before I do, then just know for you I'd risk it all for you and only you because you are more than worth it...... even of its just for a day, for you, am always all in.

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