It Never Ends It Never Ends

Updated on April 26, 2018

It never ends

It never ends,

It never ends,

The light is something I cannot reach,

A long hallway showing me the happy ending but never ending,

A terrifying nightmare I can't escape,

It never ends,

It never ends,

I see my dream up ahead,

I walk through the pain and sorrow and jealousy,

I see the happiness,

I see the joy,

But the walk to it never ends,

It never ends,

Darkness surrounds me,

I tell myself it will all be over soon,

I tell myself I will get to the light,

I tell myself I will feel happiness again,

I tell myself lies,

The truth is that this dark path never ends,

The light I see is nothing but a mere image,

Taunting me,

Haunting me,

Darkness holds me in it's hands,

I try to escape but I can't,

An overwhelming feeling of no chance,

An overwhelming feeling of darkness,

It never ends,

The long hallways with misery in every step,

This pain,

The darkness,

It will never end.


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    • RTalloni profile image

      RTalloni 9 days ago from the short journey

      The writing here is enjoyable, but my heart goes out to you because your bio, "Just a girl trying to get through life", combines with the topic to make this heartbreaking. It is sadly true, many do relate to what you've written. They turn to substance abuse, or positivity training/introspective meditation, and more trying to reach what they think will bring joy only to find that the emptiness remains. John 10:10 speaks of the true joy offered to us. May I suggest a prayerful reading the book of Mark? https://www.biblestudytools.com/nas/mark/

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      Jai Asahi 13 days ago

      I can totally relate to this

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      Kaylie P 3 weeks ago from USA

      This is the first ever thing that I've wrote like this, so WOOD you please BEAR with me. Sorry for the puns too..Not.. Basically, sorry if I suck at this.

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