In The Mist Of It All
I Slouch Back
Thinking the same thought for hours now
Has my mind changed ?
No
Should it change ?
Maybe
How do I make the change ?
Think of something different
Nope
Thinking the same thing even longer
So that I will understand the thought in a different light
More thoughts will follow
That lead me from this hollow
I am confident I will see another opening
Another place to follow
I have to have patience
Let my brain go for a nap
Give my brain permission to relax
Kick back
Take a break
Everything is under control here
Nothing to worry about
On auto pilot
When my brain rests
I do my best thinking
Then when my brain wakes up again
I introduce a new thought to expand and develop
The thoughts have to come first from the inside
But not the brain
From the heart
That is a great start
We all have to begin somewhere
I think in the center of life is the heart
I am calm
I am wide awake with eyes wide open sometimes
Other times my eyes remain closed
I welcome my cat next to me
For animals give me great joy
They live for life
Especially my cat charlotte
The weather is changing outside my window
The night will appear
I am waiting for it
It is coming soon
My body sits still
The clouds I see are so massive and distant
I watch them change right before my very eyes
What expectations do I anticipate
For it is not the past that is so
If I did not look would they not change
If I did not know would they not go
What if I thought the sky would turn bright
Could it happen even at night
If I wanted to see rainbows from end to end
Do we live with a false sense of security ?
While the world is turning
A vision I wanted and didn't expect
Comes to me
At 5:12
I look and found the exact moment dark has found night
Comments
DREAM ON (author) on December 10, 2017:
Kari Poulsen So many things happen that our brain is processing but may not totally understand. It jumps to conclusions based on all our previous experiences. The love from our heart comes from a different source.(God)(Supreme Being)(Universal Power) called by many names but communicates and guides us to help so we all can live an amazing life. As people we have to find the right combination of heart/brain. Thank you for reading and sharing.
Kari Poulsen from Ohio on December 09, 2017:
You may be right, the center of life may be the heart. It is in the heart that we feel things, not in the brain. :)
DREAM ON (author) on December 08, 2017:
Gypsy Rose Lee Home is an amazing place where we all find are little spot of heaven. Safe and lovely. Thank you so much for reading and loving what makes life so precious and incredible. Have a great night.
Gypsy Rose Lee from Daytona Beach, Florida on December 08, 2017:
I am glad my house is a haven for me these days. I live with my Sid and as long as I see he is happy and content we are safe and well hidden from the world.