If(Regret)
The author is in her teenage years and is trying to be mature so that she can be a proud daughter to her parents and relatives.
Get me one
An invisibility cloak
the one from Harry potter
she would have asked her beloved
oh how much she wanted to hide away
from the good
from the bad
from her bullies
from her buddies
she thought she could at the very least
seal her real self with a stamp on a paper
not knowing what the future holds
not having enough courage to give away her worthless life
she felt her eyes closing but senses tingling
she was found when she didn't want to be discovered
'Valesa' she heard them loud and clear
opened her eyes to find another pair of eyes holding glittery tears
that fell on her cheek
it was her friends who found her in the snow,
she wanted to resist their warmth but couldn't
she let them pamper her with gifts and food
when she thought she no longer needed to hide herself
it was too late
the moment she smiled weakly at her friends
a storm of wind washed them away from her
she was standing still on a levitating feather
letting her tears wash away her smile
if she had been careful
if she hadn't met them
none of this would have ever happened
she knew it from the way she saw her friends hanging onto the tree
that she regrets it all,
moreover, she knew she deserved it all.
The poem has two parts, do hang on for the next part of the poem to understand it verywell.