It Started With a Hello

Updated on June 11, 2019
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Everything I write is a real part of my life and my Unspoken thoughts as a gentleman

The first Hello

It started with a hello,

I always remember the first time I noticed you..

I noticed you through social media, yes it was facebook...

You are a petite, bubbly, beautiful Filipina girl..

I've become interested with you,

At first it's just a wave,

and then you wave back, but you are hesitant..

You are broken that time, I know you love that guy..

Your Ex boyfriend, I l know a little about him..

but as I hear everything, the story of your pain,

I said, you don't deserve it..

I tried to make you laugh, I tried to make you happy..

everything in every way possible...

I love you

And everything is true

As I only thought

I've tried to know you more,

Giving you myself piece by piece...

Loving you, understanding you...

Listening to a lot of stories of your ex...

and all of a sudden, i feel ungrateful...

I've become jealous of your past...

Everytime I ask you, about your ex...

I always want to hear these words,

I always expected for you to say this...

"everything is already in the past, I am grateful enough to have you now"

but I am disappointed...

I never heard those words...

and said to myself it is my fault..

How I wish I never asked those words...

How I wish I never tried to test you...

What if, you simply doesn't get it...

What if, you just simply do not understand what I am trying to say..

I tried to make you happy,

I tried to make you complete...

A piece of me is already a part of you..

Please I beg, can you make me feel happy for a moment?

Those are the things that keep running through my mind..

Those are the things that how I wish happened...

But it never did...

I take it away my love,

I walk away, but I'm lost...

I am wounded, broken into pieces...

But I am the one who dug my own grave...

I miss your smiles, the sound of your laughter...

Your eyes that sparkles...

Your tears that I wipe when you cry...

I missed you...

I have found a million reasons to love you...

I have found a gazillion reasons to love you more...

I have an infinite numbers of reasons to love you most...

But just only one reason to leave you...

And as time flies by, I still found the shame for letting this happen...

And people ask me, what is that single reason....

I replied...

"She didn't love me"

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