If Ever It Will Be
I'm made to go through this everyday
Forget hope, not even a ray
The creeping, night after night
Keeps instilling in me endless fear
Wait, this, maybe I could fight
But from where do I seek the might?
They say at the end of the tunnel, there's a light
But all I'm made to see is this tormenting sight
Indeed, its all green and fruitful
And I'm hail and youthful
But that in itself is the problem
The thirst for happiness, not even an emblem
I need something to hold on to
Somebody, anybody to look up to
I relentlessly beckon on the sky for rain
Instead, I'm made to choke on my pain
Where did I go wrong?
Why this hurtful song?
Non-stop, all night long
Do I simply resolve to giving up?
Or endure till the time is up
And I may be free
If ever it will be.