I Still Cry

Updated on December 20, 2018

I still cry when I think about you

I don't know why but I do

So here it is 3 am in the morning

The feeling came upon me without a warning

So I turn on Diary By Alicia Keys & start looking at your pictures Cuz you're my disease

I start to feel some type of way & the tears start to flow

Where did I go wrong & where did you go?

So now with a day designated for the lovers coming up

I miss your piercing turquoise eyes & your soothing touch

The way I used to set your body on fire

The way I used to take you higher & higher

The way we climaxed at the same moments

The love letters, the cuddling, the r&b, the poems

The time spent together

The promises of forever

The passion in my words

& when that love in me stirs

It's the most beautiful gift I can offer you

It's deeper than the deepest shade of blue

Better than any amount of money

Just like a spring day, warm & sunny

So listen I want this to continue but I'm gonna make mistakes

There may even be times when it's your heart I will break

But I've got good news too

I've got some tape, some patches, a sewing kit & glue

Im using the same tools you did when I first met you

& if you make mistakes i will use those same tools

So please don't ever forget my love because it will always ring true

But now your love surrounds me like a warm soft breeze on a fall day

I think about your love & how it heals me always

Remember that song & how those 2 people so beautifully state their love for one another? Well that's how I feel about you.

Remember that romantic love scene from your favorite movie? That's how I feel about you too.

& when you hear that song or watch that movie

It evokes emotions in you that are not painful & only soothing

So hold on lover were gonna have tribulations & trials

But my love for you is so innocent & pure like a mother loved by a child

The chemistry that just gets you high off the thoughts alone

Not just the sex either but the emotions that grow

Im speaking on monogamy at its finest, commitment to the core

Love that's new everyday & changes evermore

I don't need to seek approval from strangers or flirt with other women

With The way that I love you, that should already be a given

I love when we're intimate, have pillow talk, & cuddle

I love when we talk about each others day & our different life struggles

So hang onto this passion & devotion

That's overflowing with love & emotion

For your healing touch is what makes our love what it's meant to be

& it's your loving demeanor that teaches me how to see

How to see life in a different set of eyes

Eyes looking out with love that don't know the word lie

© 2018 Eric Golden

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